Monday, September 26, 2011

Not a Fix

So...once again, I am out of control. My weight has ballooned, and I feel awful. I just can't be left to my own devices.  I think I have to be on a diet forever...because I can't seem to "learn" how to eat healthy for myself.

As of today I am back on Weight Watchers. I hope I can stick to it and it works this time.  I've got a lot to lose.  It will probably take me at least a year of dedication to an eating plan and regular workouts.  This, on top of all the stress of still trying to figure my life out.  But, I can't just let my conflict and confusion be an excuse to let myself go.

I have to at least try, even though I don't really have the money for it. It may not be a fix, but it's a starting point.

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